Star Trek 3: The Search for Plot
By JJ Abrams
I blamed Melissa for a lot of my problems, I blamed her for my intimacy problems, my commitment issues. I blamed her for failing out of school, for wasting my money, for gaining all this weight. I made her out be an evil, vindictive, narcissistic cunt. I hated her with and loved her with every fiber of my being. I never understood how she felt until recently. I never understood how hard it was for her to leave until I had to do the same thing. I shamed her for what she did, and I didn’t even feel bad about it. Leaving Sarah was the hardest thing I’ve had to do, and I know she doesn’t believe me. Because I wouldn’t believe me, because I didn’t believe Melissa.
I’m a fucking emotional wreck deal with it.
I’m a terrible person and I kind of hate myself.
I ended a perfect relationship because I’m selfish.
I deserve to be fat and alone.